Months for me are usually an easy ride. 28 to 31 days, it passes rather quickly.
But years are the long snakes that drag unpleasant months, we don’t want to remember and recall. In each year, there is an unforgivable month, snake’s mouth that just swallows all of your energy, time, existence and you end up wondering: “Life has a party on his own and I’m not even invited!”
I have that one particular year, when in March everything changed for me. In my country we call March Baba Marta (Granny Marta) and yes! March is a capricious, unstable, sometimes sleepy, sometimes rainy, rarely shiny: like an old grandmother who growls around trying to find her cane.
Through the window I could see the remnants of snow, her silver hair spread across the park. Small snowdrops, random teeth in that deceiving smile, were trying to turn their clumsy heads towards sporadic Sun.
That March wasn’t only the beginning of spring. It was suppose to be the beginning of new life for me. Instead, March brought the cruelty of the unknown, acridity of the uncertainty. Baba Marta was not in the mood.
April came like a young, playful girl, with the greenest eyes I ever saw; colorful dress wrapped her blooming body; teasing me, inviting me to join her; wanting me to forget awful Baba Marta.
Strangely enough, as the Sky was arranging tender clouds and Sun began to caress my skin, all I could think of is how warm was behind the cold, icy February walls.
Beautiful
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Thank you 🙂
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You’ve used such lovely imagery. What a wonderful read.
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Thank you for lovely comment!
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Fantastic!
In each year, there is an unforgivable month, snake’s mouth that just swallows all of your energy, time, existence and you end up wondering: “Life has a party on his own and I’m not even invited!”
I can relate to those lines. How come we we’re invited to life’s party?
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I suppose it’s happens, when you are not in tuned with who you are and what’s best for you 🙂 Thank you for the lovely comment Charlie!
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You’re most kindly warm hearty welcome. 🙂 I like your mind and how you think.
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Ans I like your poetry, very innovative 🙂
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🙂 Thank you very much. You are sweet. 🙂
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And I mean it: something like that is quite rare to read here on wordpress.
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Awww…thank you for that compliment. I’m always going to continue and push myself and my mind to many levels as far as I can take it.
I just want to make people think and question a lot of things around them and themselves.
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That’s one of the purposes of poetry and generally the arts. And one can really see that in your words you are true to yourself. That’s the only thing that matters and the right audience will come.
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Exactly. In the beginning of my inception with poetry, I was told by professors & English majors that poetry is suppose to be followed by certain specific rules. I was told I shouldn’t read ‘William Burroughs’, because he was destroyed the traditional form of writing. I went to go and buy all of William Burroughs books. I devoured them all like a sponge. This was back in 2005. Since then, I said, fuck conventional poetry – I’m going unconventional with what poetry means to me. I don’t care anymore and I don’t care if people don’t fully understand me.
In poetry there are no rules or restrictions! Anything goes. 🙂
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I know what you mean. That’s what I’ve been burbling on my blog all the time. No rules: just you, your words and your creativity. There is nothing more beautiful than that!
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Wonderful! I’m so happy that you share the same sentiments on poetry.
You are the best! 🙂 I’m so glad that we are friends and talking. 🙂
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Of course, I’m always happy to exchange ideas and I like supporting people in their writing poetry.Writing/reading poetry is such a good habit, we are all becoming better persons because of that.
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Yes, we are healing from everything that is going on in our planet. Poetry is therapeutic and a medicine of our sanity.
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totally agree 🙂
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Can’t wait for tomorrow when you read a collaboration I did with a friend of mine. She is amazing and a hell of an artist painter. 🙂
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Thank you for letting me know – looking forward to it 🙂
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It will be promising. 🙂
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🙂
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Well stated and so much like how I feel. For me, winter freezes the downside aspects and stands them up, obscuring the positive. The ice melts in warm weather, bringing out the positive.
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I totally agree! 🙂
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